So here is what I am struggling with at the moment. If I am being honest, I am having a hard time thinking that my blessings come from God when there are so many others in the world who aren’t blessed. How can I thank God for my meals when so many do without? How can I thank God for my house when so many are homeless? If I do, it seems like i put God in the place of not caring about them as much as about me. It seems more appropriate to think of life as the blessing and the earth and the universe as the blessing. Everyone is blessed that way, and God doesn’t seem to play favorites.

Another way to say this is why would God bless Americans with materialistic things and unhealthy food while leaving other nations so impoverished and without basic needs? Is it because of God’s blessings, or because human action? I tend to think the latter. Therefore, why would I thank God for myself benefitting from a system of inequality put in place by humans that allows me to have more than others? I don’t think I should.

Can anyone help me with perspective here?